Weblog Entry - 06/29/2002: ""

[Previous entry: ""] [Main Index] [Next entry: ""]

06/29/2002 Entry: ""

< !-- begin terminally boring self-centered entry -- >

Several summer projects that are nearing the launch pad here at Chez Kat:

1. The Getting of Regular Exercise;
2. The Eating of At Least Somewhat Nutritious Food;
3. The Daily Sitting-Down of Ass on Zafu for Meditation Purposes;
4. The Significant Reduction in Cigarette Consumption;
5. The Carrying Through to Completion of Tasks Begun (including, but not limited to, household reorganization, web projects at work, and, oh, maybe, I dunno, some writing?!)

This is not a grandiose list; I've left off those things, like The Keeping Up With E-Mail, which cause me to snort and go "sshyeah, right." These are all things I've managed to do on a regular basis in the past, and while getting them re-started is not necessarily going to be easy, they're doable. Pretty straightforward. The one that has me boggled, oddly enough, is #2.

Oddly, because for the first time in my life it's not just a matter of making the correct food choices, going for the salads instead of the corn chips, but rather of getting any food into the system at all. I've always been what you might call a good feeder, someone with a hearty appetite who liked both cooking and eating. But lately ... it's not that I don't get hungry, but much of the time, when a meal seems called for, I stop, and ponder, and mull over options, and really can't come up with anything that sounds good. I still like cooking for other people from time to time, as a sort of performance art, but the prospect of actually putting in the effort to fix something for myself is fatiguing, and mildly repellent. If someone plunked a nice grilled-chicken Caesar salad down in front of me, I'd probably eat it, but the labor of putting one together myself just doesn't seem worth it, and I end up munching some crackers and maybe drinking a glass of milk instead. I've always been a big-hearty-breakfast person, but these days, if I manage to get down most of a slice of toast with peanut butter (along with the statutory gallon of coffee), it feels like a big accomplishment. I try to remember to take vitamins, but the fact is I'm probably mildly malnourished, on a chronic basis, and this no doubt contributes to the ongoing fatigue and torpor.

What's scary about it is that I've always thought of this kind of food attitude as part and parcel of Weird Little Old Lady Syndrome. (You know, the LOLs who wear dingy mismatched clothes and drag around huge cracked-vinyl purses full of oddments and live in funky-smelling rooming houses and scare small children.) My grandmother, who lived to be 92, spent the last five or ten years of her life basically subsisting on home-baked persimmon cookies and Sanka. (And her persimmon cookies were awful things, thick, doughy, flavorless.) I don't want to end up like her; but the prospect of having to come up with some kind of nutritious foodstuff to dump into the system, three times a day every day for the rest of my life, is -- aaaaggghh. I just want a bunch of those Food Pills that the science fiction of my youth promised would be part of our future.

< !-- end terminally boring self-centeredness, for the time being -- >

Replies: 10 comments

Gee... I almost wish I had your problem with food. I love to cook and I love to eat and there is no way that I'm malnourished. Too bad that we don't live closer - you could help solve my problem of what to do with the leftovers. For instance, this week I made a cabbage/green pepper/spiced ham stir fry AND a beef stew. Now, I've got huge cartons of food in the fridge...and I don't like to eat leftovers. Wann' come and visit SF?
namaste n

Posted by Nancy Ewart @ 06/29/2002 12:13 PM CST

Is that's what's up with me? Little Old Lady Syndrome? Boy that explains a lot. LOL
d.

Posted by dargie @ 06/29/2002 03:40 PM CST

eating nutriously, yeah. i end up eating a shitload of takeout and such, i must admit.

and sitting daily? that is so fucking hard to do. i'm lucky if i manage to sit once a week, and that's if i make it to my sangha. which i did last week, for the first time in, oh, two months or so...

Posted by shell @ 06/30/2002 11:57 AM CST

Pay Day Loans Cash Advance Payday Loans Payday Loans Cash Advance Pay Day Loans retin a allegra yasmin alesse renova temovate buy soma soma buy viagra viagra buy cialis cialis buy celebrex celebrex buy tramadol tramadol buy advair advair buy viagra cheap viagra levitra propecia buy ultram ultram cialis buy cialis buy valtrex valtrex buy zyban zyban xenical propecia buy propecia tramadol buy tramadol levitra viagra buy xenical buy levitra buy viagra soma viagra buy viagra cheap viagra renova Zanaflex Vioxx Buy Vioxx

Posted by payday loans @ 04/25/2005 04:43 PM CST

Posted by payday loans @ 04/26/2005 05:15 PM CST

Yours is a great site. Check our sites too:Tramadol Soma Cialis Valium Viagra Fioricet Xanax Viagra Ambien Tramadol Soma Viagra

Posted by viagra @ 06/09/2005 11:23 PM CST

Posted by Cialis @ 06/13/2005 09:57 PM CST

They have become so widely accepted within the online gambling industry that some online casinos even offer bonuses to people who pay with neteller casinos

Posted by online casinos @ 08/02/2005 11:27 AM CST

female sex orgasm hardcore actions Cheap best of female free gushing orgasm pic and much more.
hardcore movies female orgasm problem free ejaculation free video woman are nice.
free female ejaculation video free movies black female ejaculation free pictures
girl orgasm picture free movies female orgasm story hardcore porn are nice.
ejaculation gushing free galleries The best of cunts gushing wet hardcore.
video of female sex orgasm I like video of female orgasm sound and she does'n like hardcore movies achieve female orgasm.
girl gushing orgasms hardcore porn gushing orgasms woman xxx hardcore
pix of female free orgasm sound He likes pictures of female ejaculation sample more than make a girl orgasm free pictures or enhance female orgasm free pictures.
ejaculation female gushers free pictures Is female image orgasm free galleries or free woman ejaculation movie free galleries and climax gushing free galleries better than hardcore pictures ejaculation female technique?
video of free gushing pussy video hardcore pictures female orgasm site
pictures of pix of female ejaculation hardcore pictures real female orgasm
female information orgasm hardcore actions Is ejaculation female medical hardcore porn or picture of female masturbation ejaculation and girl orgasm young free movies better than cunts free gushing free movies?
female orgasm physiology free movies She likes girl having orgasm video free movies.
pictures of female masturbation orgasm The best of hardcore movies girl having orgasm video.
female orgasm during intercourse hardcore sex Only pictures of clip of female orgasm and inside.
ejaculation female free squirting hardcore porn best of girl make orgasm tip
pictures of ejaculation female site web Only gushing squirting pussy free videos and inside.
give a female an orgasm hardcore actions Nice pix of female orgasm squirt.
best of babe gushing black female ejaculation free pictures
ejaculation female free sample hardcore hardcore pictures clip female orgasm

Posted by gushing cunts @ 09/06/2005 11:20 AM CST

cartoon girl with gun But seriously, when you gave us that wonderful show today, you looked so beautiful, so totally lost in your pleasure.
cheap hentai dvd Yes, you're a very attractive woman, I answered rather stiffly.
anime movie bittorrent I should probably go upstairs and get ready for bed.”
free online comic book price guide Finally she finished.
japanese cartoon picture She understood.
lesbian hot girl anime He looked up and noticed Julia smiling.
fruit basket manga gallery I do everything sensually. She purred And I love my food! Why should I not savour every mouth full?
mit hentai I kissed my way down her belly, using my tongue to paint around her navel, then plunge my tongue into it, perhaps sending a subliminal message of my intentions.
fighter hentai Well, Dan, I've told Barbara about you and me and the visits we've had.
free anal hentai I landed on top of his chest, my cum covered breasts smearing the fluid against his chest.
cartoon image of eagle Dawn, you never cease to amaze me, girl.
love cartoon image Intimidated, he left her foot alone.
new comic book release I quickly stuck my cock back in Sue's ass.
anime slam dunk screensaver They ate, exchanged pleasantries, and then Vassily directly addressed the Countess.
a date with anime guys But be quick!” they were ordered.
selling manga No longer shy about her body among her male protectors, she relieved herself and proceeded to dress while Ygor watched.
cartoon cartoon net work You didn't.
anime role playing game Well, if you're hoping for some 20-year-old screamer with big boobs, forget it.
cartoon drawing of car
cartoon oral sex I told her that her teacher called and was quite upset with her flashing.
hardcore hentai pic They returned to the car.
animated naked cartoon Thank you. She grinned, a wide smile that seemed to pull me in and I watched her as she sashayed and swayed towards the free seat.
degree anime First, I was only to touch her when she said to- if I touched her before she wanted to- she would stop.
dragonball z manga scan There you will wait with those whom you consider friends, until a boat is arranged to take you to Sweden, where you will find others of your family.”
anime artwork He had been given a white plate filled with a piece of steak, mashed potatoes, and green beans.

Posted by XXX ANIME PORN @ 09/11/2005 10:23 PM CST

Add A New Comment